here's a secret

so many people have told me that i'm one of the strongest people they know. that my strength is inspiring.

but i'm not strong at all. i'm so very weak. example? today i sobbed uncontrollably in my car because i was so overwhelmed. there are hundreds of things boiling inside of me. they bubble over and seep into my blood. the only thing i do right is my facade.

that's right. i'm a master at making it seem like i've got it all together.