this is how it goes

in the beginning, i thought about every word i sent you. i was nervous to look you in the eyes. i was scared i would eventually do something wrong.

then we were more than comfortable. i could spend hours just being with you. there was no more guessing, no more butterflies, and it was perfect. i enjoyed every minute of it.

but now we’re back where we started. i’m scared i’ll say the wrong thing. scared i talk to you too much. scared that you’re over me. scared that this whole thing was a mistake.