monday night

"can i have some tea?"

was all it took for you to come over.

deep down, i was still so angry at you.

still, i put my head on your shoulder.

and we couldn't keep our hands off each other.

you held me so tight and played with my hair.

and i can't believe i let you kiss me.

i can't believe we breathed in just as we did before.

...considering i'm not the girl for you anymore.