I was in hysterics tonight. Laughing myself to tears because I was so stressed. School interviews, trying to find classes to register for in the morning, writing a paper in spanish, and studying for an oral exam. I suddenly felt overwhelmed and wanted to curl up. Then receiving texts from my family at home made my blood pressure rise, and I literally couldn't wrap my mind around the pain and stress that had overcome me. I had to actually remind myself to breathe.
It's midnight (or 3 minutes after), and I'm going to just take a shower and go to sleep. I want to break down sobbing, but I'm stronger than that. I'll wake up at 6:30, register for classes, and start studying. Then I'll turn in my paper and take my exam. It'll be over with. Until I start working on all of my homework due monday.
A very special woman (who happens to be my mother and one of my best friends) once told me to take the elephant one bite at a time. That's exactly what I'm going to do. That woman means the world to me, and if she believes in me, that's all I need.
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